Disappointment

I am thoroughly disappointed by someone I have considered a great friend. It turned out that he's not all that great. I am so sorry to have loved him. I regretted it deeply now. All these time I thought that he would be different because he got money of his own. But turned out, he's the same as everyone else. He's just as disappointing as ever..

To make matter worse, he gave me the impression that he cares for me. He's so good that disguising his heart so when I looked in his eyes, he seemed sincere. I only found out from my spiritual guide after I have fell head over heel in love with him. In the end, it all came out that it's about money... It has never been about love. I don't know how anyone one could be so cruel. He stole my heart then broke it into millions of pieces for me to sweep up and glue back like jigsaw puzzle.

I should have known that he never meant what he said. I have known him for more than 20 years. Yet he had the heart to break my heart...