Working hard

This week has also been quite productive for me. I have inspired Julie to find new customers. She has managed to find 2 new customers. So the race is on. I too want to find new customers. Before my nauseating and sleepy pills, I find it difficult to get excited. Now I'm so excited that I simply want to hunt down all my friends and catch up with them and do demo. I feel like the old me is back. Whenever I feel sleepy and someone come along and ask me to do demo, I feel energized instantly. It's even better than speed or coffee.

So I want to clear all my sales target by the end of this week. That way it will be sure that I'll have enough money to pay my maid's bonus, to pay off my credit card bill and the rest of my bills. I don't have the habit of asking other people for money to pay my bills and I'm not going to start now. I'm just going to have to break through now. Oh, I also want to make enough money to go away with my son. If I can go to Jakarta for the holiday, it would be wonderful. That way I don't have to spend too much money, because my son will hang out with his grandfather. It's healthy for him to do. Then next month I can go away to Singapore to hang out with my daughter after the success seminar. So this is incentive for me to work doubly hard and doubly smart.

a good day

I think that I might be having a good week. For the past 3 days I can focus on work and smile freely. Yesterday Hendri decide to give me a call to say hi then when I update him on the exciting things of the business, he started to give me crap and his negativity. So I stopped him and told him that I won't take it from him or anyone. From now on I want to entertain only the positive side of the business from sidelines or downlines. If any of my prospective downlines is having a bad day and complain about it to me, I can help him/her to see the positive side of things. I want to be a phoenix who rises from the ashes of deep depression into greatness. I am not built to be mediocre. I chose to be mediocre because I didn't see any reason to do otherwise.
Now things are different. Now I want to take back control in parenting. I want to take back control of my life and how things go. Although I was a bottomless pit for anyone who wants to unload their problems, I am not made to take crap. I am not a toilet. I am built for greatness. I know that I am because I have done great things in the past. Now it's time for me to be great again. I want to rise above any muds of negativity that surround me. In my faith, we are to rise like lotuses who germinate in the muds but rises and bloom unsullied by the mud. I am going to rise by taking 1 day at a time. Today I manage to sell 3 items but the day is still young. I might be able to sell more things and ideas before the end of the day.

I am confident that I can do it. Now it's time to print up those ads then post them. It's my time to shine this week.